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This is a breakthrough canvas, because as I said, it not only changed how I see shadow, it changed the way I actually apply the paint. I went from playing with flat plains of color to endless dimensions of it in one brushstroke. What before took me 8 layers to accomplish, I can now do in 2.
I am standing on the edge of a realm that has taken 34 years to reach. My entire life I have waited for the last 24 hours. Every thing I have ever studied, all those years of having only sketchbooks and pencils for friends, every moment I spent wishing...Today has made every single moment of doubt and numb fingers worth it.
The next canvas is also unfinished due to overly elaborate detail work I will need atleast 2 more days on... but the details are unimportant. The main part is done.
When my fingers all the sudden took over, I knew there was only one portrait I could try to judge the extent of my new found powers. And within minutes of putting on the first layer of fleshtone, there she was, staring back at me!
I am not sure how much you can actually judge by the photo. But wether you can see it or not the method for applying her face has completely changed everything for me. I have control of full tonal range, from white to black and every shade in between AND I can go the full range in just a few strokes. I can not only control shadow, I can control LIGHT!
The result is cleaner lines and a much more natural blending. It is literally like going from cartoons to Michelangelo.
I will be working on her for the next few days, but other than detail and clean up, she is pretty much a done deal. This one proves to me that it is REAL this time, and not just a wonderful accident of persistance.
After today, there is no going back. The universe has opened up and I fully plan to explore every inch of it I can.
Thanks to all of you. Your input, encouragement, and even just your interest has really made it such a wonderful journey and I feel truly blessed to be here with all of you.