Wednesday, August 6, 2008

I realized something cool,

The new colors I am seeing can actually be described, even if the beauty of them can not be. It is Black Hills gold. And when I look closely, I can repaint the entire world with them.




They are straight from the pallette of Michelangelo. HIS colors.

7 comments:

Carol said...

Tuscany. That's where you need to go!

Carol said...

I'm currently watching Under the Tuscan Sun, and I think it might inspire you.

Christy said...

Yes. Tuscany!

I have seen parts of that movie, but yes, I think I will watch all of it.

Funny how you get certain colors in certain parts of the world and they become so similar to something else far away.

The colors of Italy for example, are also the colors of South Dakota. The photos pick up the same spectrum.

My theory is the minerals, the light, are similar.

But it goes deeper than that sometimes. To me it is amazing how close the people of Peru are to the people of Tibet.

Not just the same colors, but very similar how they use them, or compose them, and after a while it really is so close I have to remind myself which culture I am actually looking at.

Even thier faces seem so close it is eerie.

This whole new color pallette I am seeing, it overwrites all other colors.

So strange. It even effected my hearing, and I am not sure how that is even possible.

I can HEAR colors. The colors off HIS pallette.

I know it sounds crazy, all of it, but, when I heard Mozart the other day, I could just do it, and for the first time I understand how lines of actual 'code' can be put into a single sweep of color.

High notes are light, low notes shadows, and every note in between becomes a flash of color. It creates a pattern.

I know, nuts, but.... it is just THERE.

Everything normal is no longer true and the strange feels perfectly natural.

I don't know WTF happened to me, but I think I like it!

Christy said...

And yes, if anyone knows a good old artist, or a headshrink, to explain the science of what is happening to me physically, I am more than willing to go there.

How in the hell did my hearing change?

It started with Mozart, Requiem Mass, but now I can do it to hip hop too!

HAHAHAHA!!!

IT FREAKING BEAUTIFUL!

Christy said...

One more thing I should put down since I am already letting the world know I have probably gone totally insane...

When it happens, and I can feel my eyes change shape to see into the gold...

When the colors change, it also changes the way it FEELS to me.

When I see that light on my mans skin, and he becomes a Michelangelo, it no longer FEELS like him.

It feels like the finest silks and velvets you can imagine. When I see the gold on his skin, I can FEEL it too. I can feel it on my own skin!

Yes, I know! VERY FREAKING WEIRD CHRISTY!

But, it is REAL, and I can will it to happen.

And no, I am no longer on steriods, and the more 'normal' I feel, the better I can do it.

But, just for the record, I can't turn EVERYTHING into a Michelangelo.

Cars for example. Trees are difficult but I can, sorta. Fur, yes, buildings, sorta, sky yes.

On cloth and human skin though, it is so clear it is AMAZING!

And I always have to stop because the beauty of it makes me cry so hard I can not hold onto it with tears in my eyes.

I don't even know why I am crying, in awe, I think.

A little Sparrow brought me the gift of Light!

And now, I can't stop playing with it!

It is honestly the most incredible and wonderful gift ever!

Rachel said...

Christy

You are improving, surely and steadily. And that's impressive!

Looking forward to even better stuff ahead.

Ally McRepuke

Christy said...

TY Ally!

I was wondering where you were my friend! I've missed you.

Life just seems kinda stale without you around.